Douche Bag Email

What is it about some idiots and the internet? Moreover, what is it about losers that think a true domme gives a fuck about them? Checkout this email I got tonight.

i am a single hetersexual male, and own my own business, i give orders & people jump or get fired. i have a sex drive of course. but no woman rules me. it`s my way or the highway. and i am e-mailing you throwing down the guantlet of challenge. of course you won`t even try.

A professional that can't use capital letters. Not only do I NOT believe you dickweed, I laughed my ass off at that one. Hilarious. He threw down the gauntlet to me. For that to work, wouldn't I have to care? Or at least be in some power struggle WITH you? I was going to write him back and try to piss him off just for kicks. Instead I thought I'd humiliate the loser in my blog hehe.

What is it about having a website and being a strong female that scares so many men into feeling they have to challenge you? Oh such is a day in the life of a Goddess. I can't pick WHO worships me. I can't keep the total douche bags away forever.

Wanking Day

Thought I'd share a little poem from one of my many admirers.

WANKING DAY

Yesterday was wanking day, Goddess said it was alright,
To pull our sissy willies all day and into night.
She gave us two conditions, to eat up all our goop,
And then to write the details to Goddess and the group.

For some of us that's easy because we like the taste
And would never let a single spot of gism go to waste.
Goddess cares about us, that's why she wants to know
How we go about our tasks and what we have to show.

To get myself prepared i dress in my nice white garters
And slip on stocking long and black, that is just for starters.
i then put on a cock ring, it's a supple golden yellow.
It squeeses tight around the shaft and makes a happy fellow.

It's tight enough that when it's on i feel it's little pinches
It helps to grow my thingy to six or seven inches.
That isn't much when it's compared with Pagan's special boy,
But for me it becomes my extra special toy.

i lay out all my girlie pics, the lady's all the same
She is a real beauty, Goddess Pagan is her name
i focus on one picture where she's wearing her black hose.
She's well aware of my fetish and she likes it i suppose.

i've shaved my balls and down the shaft and one inch round the base
That make it look much longer, puts a smile upon my face.
i wipe on some drops of baby oil to make the surface smooth
Then cup my hand in such a way to form a little groove.

i make beleive it's pussy as it slides along my hand,
i have an instant Goddess, ready on demand.
Then in another picture her nipples shows their tips
and i have false illusions of one between my lips.

By now the sperm is rising, i'm doing a great job
As lovely streams of white cream come squirting from my knob.
i catch it all in my left hand with a little on my thumb
And milk my dick for every drop of delicious cum.

This is the moment Goddess wants to learn about our style
Of eating loads from of our hand to make a sticky smile.
A glass of Goddess's golden pee would be perfect for some sips
To swish around my mouth and wash the traces from my lips.

But alas that opportunity must wait for another day,
When Goddess Pagan will demand her servant come to play.
Until that time we do the tasks Goddess asks of us,
We wank our little willies while dreaming of her puss.

My Retarded Valentine

Yes my pets... even idiots need "wuv" on Valentines Day. Of course they have to pay for my attention, but that's how the whole holiday works right? It's a reminder to men to pay some fucking attention to a woman, to buy her gifts, to spoil her rotten basically. And that's as it should be. Every day should be Valentine's Day for a submissive wishy washy loser boy! And here is a photo of my dumbest Valentine's message.... enjoy wankers.

Men who Fuck Plastic Pussy

Sometimes my dink slaves put on web cam shows for me and tonight was no different. I just finished a show with my special little fool. Today he got his fake pussy in the mail, tore open the package like it was friggin' Christmas, and needed to put on a show for me. I had just had my dinner... a huge chicken salad and I was in the mood for some entertainment. This was the closest he was getting to any pussy I can assure you.

I couldn't find the exact fake vagina he nailed for me. I was laughing too hard so my eyes got all watery. But I found one pretty similiar for you other idiots that feel the need to get some cheap pussy.

Fake Pussy for Fuckers

Submission – Lesson Number 1

You are the sub. I am the Goddess. You do the worshiping, obeying, servicing… you subscribe to submitting when you deal with me. In other words, I am the boss. I give orders, I give instruction, I give the head trips, and I get to ask all the questions. I don’t like to repeat myself, I don’t like it if I have to repeat instructions, order, or my rules. Unless perhaps I have been unclear in some way.

I have a very simple rule that I adhere to in many different ways in my life actually. It’s the “3 Strikes and you are OUT” Rule. It works for baseball and it works for me. I know other dominant females who feel the same.

Submission means you follow my rules, you accept my rules, you behave or 3 little tiny annoyances and you strike out. It is a PRIVILIEDGE to worship a any woman, not a right.

Welcome to Slavery

Some slaves or submissives do not even get the concept… the REAL concept of slavery. Somehow they feel I’m supposed to do everything to please them sexually. Uh…. Wrong. Slavery is about SERVING and maybe I decide the how, or maybe I want YOU to figure it out. See, I personally I like a slave boy bitch to TRY to figure out what will make me happy… then of course fail miserably. Or maybe do something to please me today and have it work very well! But try the same thing again tomorrow and get the opposite reaction. It keeps dummies on their toes you know. I am woman hear me roar, and notice me change my mind. All women are like this really. The smarter the woman the more she WANTS to keep you guessing.

Do you ever wonder what types of guys are my slaves? Who do I talk to to and what do I do to them? Do I really enjoy this or is it just a business?

shithead: my cock is so hard
goddess_pagan: that little stick you mean?
shithead: yes Goddess
goddess_pagan: its not good enough for me
shithead: I am sorry that i am not a real man
goddess_pagan: you are just a little idiot... a shithead

Meet Shithead. One of my slaves now for goodness a few years I’d say. I tormented him this morning with a phone call. After our call I still had the idiot perform for me on his webcam. See? How could I not be enjoying the display of a pathetic slobbering fool?

Wicked Goddess of the West

I've been busy and have not written in a while. Tsk tsk, but then what would you do if someone dropped a house on your sister?

Yes.... I am WICKED. I am MEAN sometimes.... and I do run out of patience with some slaves. Of course I also tend to attract some real winners too. I think it could be my Scorpio personality at work.

I'm not really great with verbal humiliation, though occasionally someone pisses me off so well that I can do it. Yet it doesn't give me the same thrill take teasing and denying some poor sap does.

I particularly enjoy the occasional slave who maybe tells me he doesn't like a certain domination style. Then when I'm feeling like a wicked witch... I make him do it anyway. How about a little fire scarecrow?

The best slaves of course are obedient and lose all their power due to their own selfish sexual weakness. Aren’t most men basically led by their dick? Not the impotent ones I guess. Even still so much sexual energy is channeled into our THOUGHTS, and even a man without an erection can be tempted. It must suck to be so weak. It must suck to have women in the world that know how to tempt you.

It makes me wonder where the whole submissive personality comes from. Oh, I am well aware on the volumes books that claim to have that answer. I simply wonder if some men, maybe even the smarter ones just decide to go with their natural instincts. Most men involved with any woman become her slave to some degree or another. It’s good to be a wicked woman and to know your own power over men. It’s even better to be a wicked Goddess.

Well I’ve posted some rambling strange thoughts for the day and I promise to try to keep up on my diary better. Got to go feed my flying monkeys now.

Questions for the Goddess?

From time to time I have a subbie call me and tell me they have a few questions for me before they “agree” to set up a telephone call. Well little ones… that’s why I have an email address. You see, my website is actually quite detailed… maybe far more detailed about ME, my style, my personality, and my interests than most other phone sex sites. And don’t forget I even give you instructions if you are new to erotic hypnosis.

In other words 99% of any question you may have is probably already explained thoroughly on my site. In fact, some things I explain on multiple pages. My phone number is only listed on ONE page of my site and that’s to encourage you to actually pay attention while you read everything.

Now there is still a chance that your question is not answered. I can respect that. Your best option is to drop me an articulate email expressing it. Be sure to introduce yourself properly to me, and ask away. I check my email a few times per day and when I read it I will take the time to answer you as detailed as I can. I hate stupid childish one liner emails… I may ignore that. I won’t answer you that way, so don’t write me that way. You should treat me in email and on the telephone politely – the same way you would if you met me in public. Tread softly with me fellas. Don’t ever forget that I am woman (hear me roar shit) and that means sometimes I COULD be PMSing. You don’t want to be on the opposite end of that, I promise you.

So I decided to write this post actually because some dung eater called and I asked him if he wanted to set up a call… he had to gall to say “maybe” to me. His stipulation was that I answer a variety of HIS questions on my FREE time. I told him… CLIC, well I didn’t really say it I sort of DID IT instead. My time is not free and you don’t give me your rules, because I don’t allow you to have any. Uh, dominant female… ring any bells?

On the more positive side though I did get to do a call with a really cool guy whose fantasy and fetish were about a female vampire seducing him into the dark side. I took him there, I sucked him in, and maybe I will keep him too.

Teased and Denied

All men love to be “teased” by a woman in some small way. Some men understand that teasing is what a woman is all about. It’s what we DO… we are given by nature something you want… a warm wet soft tight hole between our legs. Smart women know how to use nature’s gift against a man. I love to send a guy mixed messages… maybe I will or maybe I won’t. What do all sex specialists and psychologists tell us constantly? Oh I know.. they say men and women need to communicate about sex openly and freely to understand one another’s “rules”. Fuck that. I never want a man to know the rules to my body right away. I want him to fail, I want to use my lack of communication as a little head trip to make him figure it out. I like it that men do not understand women. It just gives us MORE power over you, and I use it as one of my advantages. Causing a man sexual confusion and frustration only makes him do things that he would never want his friends to know about. It makes him proclaim LOVE, beg, get all sappy and lovesick. I’m getting a thrill just talking about it. I have left a roomful of men in my past in utter desperation and frustration. The drooling and begging is cute. My goal is to sexually tease one man at a time… the world over.

Sensual Sound of my Voice

I don’t do hypnosis mp3’s or offer samples of my voice on my website for a reason. It’s not that I can’t… or that I do not know how. Its intentional intrigue little ones. Don’t you just wonder what I sound like? When you study my photos carefully… can you imagine my voice? Maybe your curiosity will get the best of you and then you’ll have to call me. That’s how it works. This is about how I want to do things, so of course I won’t offer you freebies, precious.

My voice… if you are extremely curious, matches my personality. My voice will echo in your mind. It will be hard to erase. My voice can go beyond a fantasy and creep into your desperate new reality as one of my little tele-subbies. My voice is sultry, a little deep, but very feminine. My words are my weapon but my tone is never harsh. My voice is soft yet firm.... strong, confident with a subtle hint of sweetness. That will lead you to believe that underneath all my “domination”…. soft comforting female ways exist. In all that softness, perhaps I can be gentle. You’d be mistaken, because my heart can be cold little boy. But I WILL tease you enough to make you long for that softness while I just take advantage of your simple mind.

Email Me Like a Big Boy

For some reason submissives email me messages such as…

“Are you available now”?

“How do I set up a session”?

“When is a good time to call”?

Let’s review these questions like big boys ok?

“Are you available now”?

Well if you send me an email that asks that you won’t get a response for two reasons. Most likely I will not get, see, or read your email the minute you send it to reply. Yes, believe it or not dummies I am not sitting at my computer all day staring at the mailbox waiting for messages to answer as soon as they pop in! I know this will amaze the dimmest of you…. But I actually have a life away from my computer. I also only check my email maybe 3 times per day like most normal people. So sending me an email that asks me if I am here or available is stupid. Check my schedule hours, listen closely to my voice mail because most likely if you get it during my normal hours then I am ON a call already. Check my schedule and read my site… those of you with even a small brain can figure it out.

“How do I set up a session”?

uh… read the fricking site. It’s really not complicated. I have a schedule and a phone number…. And a website that explains everything.

“When is a good time to call”?

Well I know you know the answer by now. Read my site and check my schedule. It’s all there for you to explain, but furthermore if you want to be obedient then you SHOULD read every word I have to say.

The Dipshit Award

You know what I hate? Dipshits….. I really do. I know you want me to explain.

Some guy calls me this evening and asks for an hour call. I ask if he read my site and his response was “I skimmed it”. Ok I say, but I ask the general theme of his fantasy. He can’t answer me. I say “hello” to make sure the dummy is still there. He is. He just cannot answer a simple question apparently. I push the issue. I ask again. What is the THEME of your fantasy… what is your interest?

His response? “Domination”. Duh I could have guessed that and declared myself a fucking psychic. No shit wonder boy. You clicked through several pages of my BLACK colored website with photos of me dressed in black, leather and boots….like a dominant. Even if the dipshit can’t read, he could have noticed the domination theme on the site. I dreamed about stapling a huge “genius” sign to his forehead. Hmm maybe a hammer and a big nail would work as well. I shook off my fantasy to get back to the one sided conversation.

Ok I say trying to stay calm because often you have to do that with retarded people. They need more patience than people of normal intelligence. I take a minute and explain why I am asking. I figure if he understands why I am asking, perhaps the response will have some level of intelligence to it.

I explain that I am asking because many do not read my site carefully and then they don’t realize that I specifically say on my site that I am not into their fantasy. It saves us both a lot of time if I just know in general first. (Especially when someone is as unclear as this dude was). So after I explain myself…. He asks me what I DO like. I told him I’m not going over that info because I asked him a direct question and wanted the respect of an answer. Again he asked me what I was “into”. I hung up on him. I lost interest.

What is it about these dipshits? Are they really this stupid? Do they think they are topping from the bottom? Do they get a lousy little boner and lose all ability to think with their human heads?

Ok I feel better now after just ranting over it. I hope he does come back to my site to actually read it now (if he can read). I hope he sees it and recognizes himself. Maybe he will be the wiser for it. Hopefully YOU reading this will be wiser too.

Pagan the Ice Princess

Today my silly slave said something of genuine interest. He - dare I say -- was even witty. I don't expect much from his worthless little pea brain, but every now and then he can actually surprise me.

Yes, he knows I do calls. Is he jealous? Awww yes it breaks his wee little heart but who cares right? Not I, Not I. So today I spent a great deal of time with callers while the slave was out earning MY living. Upon his return he wanted my company and my abuse ... but this was not something he could have since I was busy accepting new tele-subbies.

The puppy dog look in his eye was pathetically annoying and he is always stupidly optimistic that I feel like speaking to him at all. Once I was done he said to me, "Pagan I love you with every fiber of my being." (This he has been trained to say to me so I will consider giving him attention)

He had an actual thought it seemed.... so I looked him dead in the eye, "But I don't want to share you with other subs at all. This phone thing you've started has to end".

I would say I was shocked but I wasn't. He is not the first loser to think I care about his opinion, and he won't be the last. I just smirked and leered at him allowing my eyes to pierce a hole into his fragile heart. I did not need to respond at all -- just a look made him aware of my rage. So slowly he responded, so carefully he chose his words fearing a verbal assault that he is not equipped to fight against ... and so he said it, "Pagan you have to understand my feelings and quit being such an ice princess."

Let's say it was probably the last thing he will remember saying tonight. I'll leave you to make your own interpretation...

Hello Lover - Good bye Lover

He knows who he is. He is the desperate little fool who loves me from far and away. So innocent is he, that he often falls victim to me - even though he should know better. I gave him a crumb, a little love back, and it touches him. I know how to be so loving and so gentle, the perfect tease for his dick. It's the way I say it, the way I speak, the way I drag out my words, and the words that I choose to use that really sends him over the edge. He knows my power, but yet he always comes back to me wagging his little tail. And without warning I got mad at him.

See my little lover, my ex, the one I love to leave in pathetic anticipation got a little too excited today. He was so happy to have me speaking to him again after many months of coldness... that he went off to brag to a mutual friend. And you know how girls are -- they talk, and talk, and talk. She told me what he said, that silly fool. He is so desperate for me that he believes we have a future. Love makes you do such stupid things. Poor him.

So he found me a bit moody when we had a phone chat. Cold, moody, aloof, and I couldn't help but tell him to keep his mouth shut. I told him how stupid he was, how he would never get the chance to talk about me again, and then I hung up on him. Oh, yes, my phone rang and rang when he tried to call back. But I never answered..... no not today, maybe never again.

The email when it popped in to my mail box was clearly desperate just from the begging in the subject. I read it. I discarded it. And now the torment begins.

Piss the Goddess Off ?

Some Pet Peeves!

Ok dick dangler.. these are some of my pet peeves. Don't do this stuff, don't act these ways, and you will adore me. I can be super nice, but I can also be Super Bitch 2000. You will like the nicer version - I promise!

Assumptions. I hate them. Don't assume jack about me, and I won't about you. I will be sure to ASK you a question without assuming your response on every call. I will be listening closely to you. Do the same for me.

Egos. Leave it at the door or have it beaten down. I have a fuck off attitude and if I so desire - that's what you will do Mr. Ego Cool guy… you will fuck off.

Favors. I don't like people ask me for favors when it's pretty clear on my site that I am a dominant who doesn't like a lot of crap. I don't do favors for anyone without some form of incentive. And even if you offer that - I still reserve the right to say no for any reason. So if you have little designs of how you think I should break up your call time, or of how I should call you back, or how I should devote a ton of personal time on sending you emails…. You would be asleep, probably in a dreamland and need to wake up.

Ignorance. If you act stupid, and sound stupid then I will figure that you probably are stupid. Ignorance is not an acceptable excuse for anything. You have a brain; it probably functions, so perhaps test it out occasionally.

Tricks. Silly rabbit, tricks are for kids. Pull one or try one - you'll meet my bitch side. And she isn't as nice as I am. Try it stud, just once and that's all it will take.

Pressure. Any pressure for answers that I choose not to give will anger me. I am open and honest with 99% of my responses. If I should choose not to answer your question then respect it.

Pushiness. Some guys are pushy, and some girls despise those guys. I am one of those girls. Has anyone ever called you pushy? If so, then don't call me! I will run out of patience the second time you interrupt me when I am speaking. Pushy dudes tend to be the ones who try to "turn the tables" or want to prove that they "can't" be dominated. But I can prove that your telephone has a dial tone! Click.

Whimpering. Argh it makes me sick. Would you like some WHINE with that? If you whimper or whine, I won't like you. If it even sounds a little like a whimper, I will clock you one in the mouth, and leave you all alone wimp.

Wimpy Sissy Slut Bitch Whores

I'm not a fan of weak willed sissy sappy types of tele-subbies. I am not talking about sissy crossdressers - I mean the annoying lisping sub sissy boy. I dunno, just doesn't thrill me much. Domination is more about actually doing the dominating -- not about you coming to me already as a big wimpering pussy fag. If you are more feminine than me - I'm a lot less interested. I like manly men. I like strong men who are pretty powerful at work, or even in certain relationships in their lives. Those are the ones I want to brainwash and mind fuck. I want to make them fall into my sticky wet magical spell, tempt them forever, and teach them to love my cruelty and my mind games. See? If I can corrupt you men who believe you are strong willed, then I am far more powerful than you. It's more of a challenge, even though it isn't so difficult for me.

A Man's Best Emotion

A man's best emotion is DESPERATION. Every woman on the planet needs to learn to control their "men" by controlling their release. My slave for instance, he isn't permitted to masturbate. And how do I stop him? He isn't permitted to shut the bathroom door. The shower has glass doors so I can see in. Sometimes I cage his dick to prevent it as I did when I went away on a recent weekend. I locked him, left him, and took the key with me. Poor dear, he looked forlorn when I came home. I left the cage on him anyway for annoying me with his sad looks. So what was my point? Oh yeah the desperation ... it was fun for me. I like it - I smile. It makes him appreciate his release, and it means he treats me as a Goddess should be treated.

Phone Sex Note to little Pets

My number is toll free. I do erotic hypnosis phone sex. It's essential that you read my entire website before you call me. My hours of availability are specific. Start reviewing my website here at the first page of Erotic Hypnosis Phone Sex

My calls are NOT regular phone sex calls. I'm a little different than what you are used to. My intention is to get to know you personally a little before we dive into your fetish. Telephone domination is different from real time, and I treat it that way.

My Erotic Hypnosis Website

Yes pets, it's time for me to update my website a little. A little nip and tuck. I'm thinking of adding some new photos, perhaps even some fetish galleries. I have not quite decided and I don't know if I will have a lot of time for it, but I do have my mind on it.

What's your mind on? the answer should be me. And you should make sure to read my webpage closely before you call me. It's ridiculous but I DO include a lot of information here, and sometimes guys call me after never having read it. You should get to kow me on my website before you call me. It SHOULD be common sense. But of course, men with a hard on lose all form of rational thought.

Yes it's Erotic Hypnosis Dipshit

Oh now here is a classic one for you tele-subbies. Some wanker called me and said, "Hello Pagan, I was wondering... do you do erotic hypnosis"?

Now I ask you pets... are all men this dumb? Do these nitwits realize that the only way to get my telephone number is to click through at least three pages that plaster erotic hypnosis all over them? I mean could there be a dumber question on the planet?

Do you all want to know what I said? Well of course you do since you all hang on every word I say. I said, "I dunno what do YOU think"?

I was always taught by my powerful strong mother that if you ask a stupid question, then you will get a stupid answer. Yes little weeping drooling mongrels... I can play dumb too. But I play it much better and much meaner than you can. The next sound he heard was a "click" and I promptly blocked his ass from calling me back.

When you Approach a Goddess

Hello little men. I thought I had better post something to my journal since it has been awhile. Today’s message to submissives….. use caution when approaching a dominant woman and state your purpose.

Let me make it clear for you. Last week some simpleton called me and the conversation went like this:

“Hello”

“Hello Goddess Pagan”.

“Yes, and who is this?”

(run on sentences used purposely as this nitwit rambled in the same fashion) “My name is Steve and I saw your site and I know that you said only to call when someone is serious about a session but I read your whole website and I wanted to tell you about myself to see if you wanted me to join your stable. So I sent you and email and I want you to read it and you will see it with my email address of whatever@annoying.com. So when you read it I think you will…..”

“Be just as annoyed as I am now? Yeah, I’ll read it and let you know – goodbye”.

As a matter of fact his email was NOT sent to me until an hour later as noted in the time. Meaning this jack off wanted to call me and bather away as he did. When I received his email of course I didn’t read it – I simply wrote him back that I was “Not Interested”.

Now let’s review this together my dear pets. I’m a dom, like there are many dominant women on the internet. It is NOT proper behavior for any slave to approach ANY dom in such a pushy manner. My time is not free for discussions of your interests. The best way to earn your way into to my “stable” is to purchase a call, do a phone session. How else will I know if I like you and you like me? While my website reflects a lot of my personality – it is not like having a conversation with me. Ultimately you as a caller and me must have a certain chemistry to make our sessions enjoyable. It’s not something that you can predict.

I don’t appreciate pushiness. Approach is everything and that first impression sets the tone. My attitude will have a lot to do with HOW you approach me and if you are capable of stating your purpose.

Some positive examples…..

“Hello Goddess Pagan I’d like to set up a session now if possible”.
“Hello Goddess Pagan, I loved your website and I’d like to do a call now if you have time”.

Why do I want my tele-subbies to approach me in such a manner? Well, I am a strong intelligent woman and I’d like you to approach me as an intelligent man with class who knows he must ASK me if I have time for him. Pushy slaves demanding more time or attention BEFORE I know them will always always be rejected.

Erotic Hypnosis Stories

My little victims I am considering writing a second part to my Erotic Hypnosis Story. I've been asked to several times but the problem is finding the time. Let me know what you think about me doing a 3 part series with it. I get many requests for that from the Mind Control Story Archive - where it is also posted. I hope you have read it and if you haven't then you really aren't obeying my "read the entire site" rules. That doesn't make me happy. You want a happy Goddess don't you?

Jealousy is Sexy for Jealous Dogs

I like jealousy. It's sexy, erotic, and fun to watch a few of my perfectly desperate tele-subbie boys get jealous of my other telephone slaves. It's cute, in a submissive way for them to pout like little boys. Men with hard ons turn in to little boys, certain things they NEED and I am one of them. Of course I exploit this with certain pets more than others. Mainly the ones that I know it bothers. The great thing about men, about ALL men, is that none of them can contain their natural jealous instincts when some other boy is getting a piece of their pie. But I don't belong to any of you.... it's really the other way around.

Topping from the Bottom

I cannot and will not accept any topping from the bottom. Some tele-subbies attempt this and basically ... it only irritates me more. I am a pretty serious personality... I'm very strong willed and I say what *I* want to say to you at every moment. I DO want to hear your input about what you like, and what you don't of course. That's why I will spend the time asking you questions and getting to know you before we start. Once we start, I expect you to shut up and take it. Ya had your chance in the beginning; and you can again have a chance after our call to email me or tell me on the phone the direction you want to see us head in the future. But during MY time -- just give it up. Pushiness only will make me not like you.

Under My Love Spell.....

Oh he luvs me... boohoo he's a whimpering loser. One of my greatest little joys in life was making a boytoy of mine cry. He was less of a slave in the traditional sense.... HE thought he was more of a boyfriend. Reality was I let him fall in LUV with me and then abused his emotions for sheer fun. He could never figure out what exactly would set me OFF. Some days I was soooo sweet and pleasant ... and other days I was the biggest bitch he ever met, inventing dramas to ruin his life. I had him going for a few YEARS like that -- forcing him to be terrified of my explosions, and turning him into a nervous wreck. The joy it brought me breaking his spirit was grand.

I left him because I grew tired of his pleading about 2 years ago. We do not live near each other anymore. I've moved forward and it wasn't difficult for me. You should also know that there is no happily ever after for him. He's never been able to fix his broken heart. Forever in my spell -- he emails me daily still begging and pleading to "just hear my voice" one more time. Every now and then ... when I am very bored I humor myself by continuing his torture ... and at others I just ignore him like he doesn't exist. Oh my that poor empty soul has been wishing I would notice him all this past week... to no avail :(

So man-child ... do you see something here while you read this? When men fall in LUV with me and deep into my spell ... it's forever.

Tease and Denial - I Control your Orgasm

All men are the same and for this they owe me an apology. The blood leaves your brain and you act like an animal with no ability to stop yourselves. You should turn your masturbation habits over to me so I can control them and basically you WILL ... now. I love to deny a little submissive BOY his orgasm. I know how to dig into your mind, tempt your wicked desire, and seduce you with words. You will hear me smiling as I slowly torture you... you will hear it in my voice and you will know how much I love to deny you.

Mind Control

Mind Control... just read this a few times... chant it.

Bewitched...
Bedazzled...
Bewildered....

Captured.....
Enraptured....
Violated.....
Annihilated....

Trapped...
Caged...
Prison.....

Forever....

Phone Sex Domination

Many submissives cannot give up their personal lives to serve a Mistress - and that's why "phone sex domination" has such great potential. All too often phone domination becomes about the fantasy of real/time serving rather than used in its TRUE form of long distance worship. That's how I see myself. I am not into, "ok now you are in my dungeon..." talk.

Let me suggest a 30 min call for our first session and I'll explain why: Since any d/s relationship is about trust = I feel it is essential for me to take about 10-15 min of a first time call to use as a chance to get to know one another. In real life we consider it the "negotiation" period before a scene takes place. The phone is different, but much the same too. I'm not a typical phone op who is going to be able to jump right into some domination fantasy without knowing you - I'm catering to YOU and don't use a script. We'll use this extra little time frame to decide what direction our call with take also.

Did you Read My Site Closely?

For those who choose to just call me without reading the webpage -- you will not get a favorable response. This type of behavior shows me immediately that you cannot follow proper directions ... and trust me when I say that my heart will turn black to you. Any kissy-face talk you try to use as manipulation will only piss me off more. Answering a ton of questions that are already answered on my page is a huge waste of my precious goddess time. I much prefer to be using you rather than you attempting to use me. Plus let's face the reality here: I enjoy being a cold hearted bitch to those who can't read the page and probably aren't reading this either ... they sound so dumbfounded by my reaction. Awwwwwwww and I almost give a shit.

Well Of course I Set the Rules dummy

Hello tele-subbies! Consider yourself as being told to send me an email devotional message after we've spoken on the phone. This is really not negotiable. New tele-subs can email me with questions and so forth. The more compliments you give me -- the more attention you will get back.